Sometimes You Just Can't Win.......Taryn's Journal

hello im alive...
i have a hole in my leg but im alive.

attention everyone all over this shit who i am friends with...come to this..

WWW.ACLFESTIVAL.COM

if you are interested...you can stay with me.

yea bitches!!! im 22!!!! wooo...this is going to be a good fucking year.

EMOS TONIGHT FOR THE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!! LOVE YOU FUCKERS!!

after having food poisoning on sunday and spending hours in the hospital...i have found myself with absolutely no motivation to do anything. From throwing up so much..i tore the muscles in my stomach and am now in excrutiating pain..to the point where laughing, coughing, peeing...anything involving stomach muscles...even walking...is painful. i pretty much ditched school and my internship for the past 2 days but i didnt have a choice. im supposed to have a test tomorrow but im going to see if i can take it later because my brain can not concentrate on school right now. actually...i hate school for the most part. i hate taking classes that i dont want to take in order to receive a 'well rounded education'. it sucks more paying out of state tuition for this. oh...and being unemployed sucks the most. god...life is shitty right now.

at least i have some good friends who have taken care of me the past 3 days. i basically couldnt even walk for a day. im finally not queesy....its just the physical pain. ooooh and i ate solid foods today! god im dying.

ok...well i have to get better soon. this is pathetic. i HAVE to be better by thursday because mom and dad waldman will be in town for lunch and i have to take them out. wish me luck.

Current Mood: bitchy

bad taryn....stop getting drunk and having conversations with the WRONG people about the WRONG things.

thanks to everyone who came to my show last night. it was probably the most fun ive had at a show in a long time and i promise next time i wont wear pants.

god..i dont have a job...AGAIN. i wish my internship would start paying me. im filling of unemployment next week. my boss can kiss my ass and he knows he's wrong and doesnt know what to do now.

geez.....today has been fun. im learning all the bass lines to journey songs so me and my friend mitch can record some covers at his house. i think im starting a new band. its going to be amazing and we're going to tour. and bass is boring me so i think im going to play drums more. wooooo drummers are fucking hot. i always want to fuck drummers.

i have tooooooo many crushes. too many. i also have a geology test coming up that i have not started studying for. school fucking sucks. i cant wait to be done and get a real job. nyc or la....here i come!!

what the hell is going on tonight? i might stay home and record shit but otherwise i want to go to a partttty....no downtown for me tonight!!!

ughh
its nights like tonight that make me very dissapointed in my friends..

i called everyone when i got off work and NOBODY called me back. Its the one night that i can go out and party and not have to wake up in the morning and all my friends ditched me. awesome.

wednesday where are you?
so no going out till wednesday...thats the rule! i guess im going to be forced to stay home, study, and watch movies.... goodbye lush...hello geology!

the other day in my geology lab we had to lick rocks to see if they were salty and pour acid on them to see if they fizzed....i licked one and wrote it was salty and then my teacher approached me and whispered, "not to alarm you...but that one isnt naturally salty...its probably from the acid" greaaaaaaaaaaat!

so there is this boy i LIKE LIKE. some of you know this...some dont. and its not the typical taryn like.... where ill like him one day but makeout with another boy the next. not like that... i actually like him. i think i would even 'date' him. and i think i like him because he plays sooo many games with me.... i hate him one day and like him the next...i would say about 49% hate 51% like.

oh well ha.

wednesday night...dollar pints/fez

thursday night...at all costs.

what what what.

if anyone wants to do something tonight or tomorrow night that dont consist of drinking...let me know. (smoking pot is ok 7 days a week)

HOLY FUCKING SHIT ASDKL;FJAS;FLKJASDF;LJKASDF;JAS
ALANA FUCKING MICHELLE SOLD OUT!!!! HOLY SHIT I DIDNT FIND OUT TILL TODAY.

ALANA....I TOLD YOU DRINKING WAS FUN! OH MY GOD..IM FLYING BACK TO FLORIDA RIGHT NOW TO DRINK WITH YOU.

ADKLFASDLKF;JL;KASDFJASDFJKLSADLFJKLKSJADF

BEST NEWS IVE RECEIVED ALL WEEK.

I CANT BELIEVE I WAS NOT THERE TO SHARE YOUR FIRST DRINK BIOTCH! LOVE YOU

DONT FORGET...

TOMORROW NIGHT (SATURDAY) 6PM AT JACKALOPE...

COME SEE THE MOVIE I SLAVED OVER FOR 3 MONTHS.

and please have lots of drinks before we play it so you love it no matter if it sucks.

i think im officially texan due to my recent tattoo and the fact that there is now a picture hanging on my fridge of me holding a shot gun. i love it.

beautiful day...
so today i experienced my first really embaressing myspace moment.

i was on campus and stopped by one of my professor's classes to say hello. She had just started class and everyone was sitting SILENT reading the syllabus. As I'm walking out...keep in mind its still silent....this kid yells 'Hey are you Taryn Texas'. I was like 'um yea' and he was like 'yea i recognize you off myspace'

It was terrifying..i like ran out of the room. everyone was looking at me.

In other news...some of you might know i have a 15 year old brother. he's a typical florida high school student who listens to shitty music and wake boards. But today i had a break through. we were talking online and he asked for me to suggest some music for him to download....

i decided to suggest safe things like 'the postal service' and the 'rolling stones'. i also through out 'the killers' and shit like that... and to my suprise... HE LIKED ALL OF THEM!!! This was one of the greatest moments of my life. I'm so glad and i hope he continues to start liking better music.

TRUDYS TONIGHT! THEN DOWNTOWN... IM EXCITED.

spaghettios and the OC....

life is good.

dear austin...
on January 22nd at 6pm I will be screening my film 'Abstinence Man and the Orgy of Death'.

This will take place at jackalope during happy hour so everyone can get wasted for cheap.

We are planning on inviting a few other students to screen their shorts as well so we can make a whole event out of it. We worked damn hard on this project and would love to have everyone come out and support. Don't worry, there is no cover...but feel free to buy me drinks. xoxo

i need a new job. i didnt get fired from moonshine but they have to cut back scheduling becuase we are over staffed. part timers are the first ones to get cut which makes me so upset because im trying to be a full time student. if they cant respect that then they can fuck off.

i just need money right away. i called my mom crying of course and she said she wouldnt ever let me run out of money but that just made me more upset. im so fucking sick of taking money from my parents. i know how hard they work and then they just send it to me and my sister. i hate it hate it hate it. i dont want another penny from them. my first 'real' paycheck when i get out of college is going straight to them. i feel so bad.

can someone please help me.

why are british boys so hot?
this is tom....

he is my new british boyfriend. enjoy...

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v291/tarynfl/photos.jpg

so i guess things do happen for a reason...
if i would have kept that date on new years i wouldnt have met the hottest british boy in the world. im so glad i did. he is fucking beautiful. too bad he's only here for 10 more days! this is going to be an expensive relationship.

oh sunday....
i finally have a sunday off work. i had plans to do productive things like clean and go to mexico. but no..instead im going to go drink margaritas.

i woke up this morning and realized my car wasnt at my house. thats always a bonus. i had to ride my bike in the shitty ass rain all the way downtown to pick it up. fucking makers mark. you will be the death of me.

last night was fun. emos free week is apparantly the place to be. free drinks are nice too. went to some party where i confronted this kid who works at a vulcan video who was rude to me once. haha...i told him he is the reason i never go there anymore and only go to i love video. he felt bad and told me to come back.

SARAH'S BIRTHDAY IS WEDNESDAY NIGHT!!! THIS IS ALSO MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF BEING IN AUSTIN!

i cant fucking believe its been a year. so fucking much has happened. we must celebrate for both occasions in style. im so excited. my baby is turning 22!

ok time for drinks. later

new years
i dressed up for the first time. it was fun. all the girls were in pretty dresses.

dave and alyza's party was the biggest party i think ive ever been to. no kidding there were about 400 people there. it was insane. i think i almost had a panic attack from all the people. midnight struck and everyone kissed everyone and it was so cute/fun. things were awesome until around 1am when everyone started fights. i think there were people knocked out and the cops came and ambulences. it was nuts. i guess thats what happens when you get 400 wasted people together.

hung out with a very very cute boy with a hot ass british accent. he told me that he liked my american accent which is weird because i think american accents are lame. we're going to go swimming tomorrow.

well happy new years. im so glad i got to spend it with so many wonderful people. i hope everyone got home ok because i know everyone was really drunk. love you and much joy for 2005.

um did last night even happen?

i guess thats what happens when you start drinking at 7pm. Me and my friend Kristin had to go to the holiday party at 501post because we are interning there next semester. The lady who hired us wasnt there so we knew nobody haha. The bonus was there was an open bar and free food. Any party with those two things somehow ends up being alright.

We left and went to a few bars where she knew people so we drank more for free. The joys of free alcohol. Ohhh and red fez. I think it was fun but by that time in the night i could of had fun anywhere. Saw some people and thankfully DIDNT see one particular person. I knew he wouldnt show up though because he knows he did something really shitty and doesnt have the balls to confront me. Guys can be such pussies sometimes.

Oh..so the new years date i had....thats off. Now I'm going on a triple date with Marisa and Sarah. Watch out because we are going to cause some serious trouble. xo

Current Mood: tired

dear austin...
i will be back at 1045pm tonight! im so fucking excited..its making me giddy.

i missed everyone so damn much that even though im very sick...i will come out tonight!

COURTNEY..DONT FORGET TO GET ME AT THE AIRPORT AT 1045! and dont forget the 'will you marry me sign and my ring' hahaha.

so tonight...lets make it happen. i might be slightly dead and tired but its ok. xoxo

Current Mood: excited

flori duh
im coming home tomorrow.

what a fucking good day.
holy shit..yesterday ruled.

spent 3 hours getting my hair done so its blonde! haha...now i look like a fucking sorrority girl holla!

then i got to watch the OC with baby marisa and baby sarah. love them. and the fucking oc was soooo scandalous! holy shit..i love it.

next up was a lovely holiday party thrown by ms. anna and rachael. tons of good food and drinks. best hostesses ever!

oh and then the real chaos started. jackalope was ridiculous. probably the most fun ive had at that bar in months. good thing too because i was starting to get bored with it. i caused mad drama by just being there. god i HATE ex girlfriends. i dont even do anything and they just stare! get over it. im not trying to fuck your ex man bitches. hah. i got drunk and danced and got to see everyone and celebrated a fucking 4.0 this semester! yea..you heard that right...straight A's! mommy and daddy are going to be sooo proud! haha.

i cant believe ive been here for almost a year. what the fuck happened to time. im so happy here though..i have wonderful girlfriends and great guy friends. i couldnt ask for more. love all of you.

FLORIDA NEXT WEEK WHAT WHAT WHAT! MAKE PLANS BITCHES...MOMMAS COMING HOME.

Current Mood: accomplished

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